What positive events have taken place in your life over the past year?
It is that simple. To look back over the last year. So much laughter, so much love shared and discovered. The private smiles. Planting things and watching them come back for the third year in a row. Seeing the plants I have bought over the years be repotted and realizing how big they actually are. The way my newly formed animal herd has adjusted to me and each other. Just a very uneventful year by most standards. Yet for me it has felt extraordinary. To think in Christmas of 2020 I literally just had my dog and three outfits. To be putting up a Christmas tree and having dressers of clothes. Three new cats in that time. Not forgetting two very large goldfish. The whole year was blessed. Even in its difficulty, it will never compare, to the hell I have passed through to be here. To enjoy the now, ride the ebb and flow of all that my life encompace now. So it not a singular event. The whole year goes down as a first if where my former negative Nacy truly died. Where in the encompassing the inner child’s need for stability has blended beautifully with my teenage fascination for the newest things. Not clothes but how many birds I can get to coexist at my feeders. Same game different level thlype of things. Just my life, my great fully messy past with determination to utilize it as my lantern forward.